He broke your heart, yet you were the one that broke up with him. You sent me a message awhile back telling me to stay away from your man. Well guess what. He’s still one of my best friends. Quit telling him lies about me (who you have NO personal knowledge about) and quit hurting him. You’ve put him through enough hell already.
#fuck off #sheout #rant #personal
Gotta get this out..
This has been on my mind for awhile now. If you are in a relationship but don’t see yourself being able to marry or have kids with them, is it right to be in a relationship with them in the first place?
For some reason I feel like this isn’t gonna work out..
I’m not supposed to feel this way. Not now. You don’t want me that way. And if you do it’s only because you are drunk. You don’t like me like I like you. It sucks. Because you are amazing. And I would make the drive to see you if you said you wanted what I want. I’ve never been myself around anyone like I am with you baby girl. I never knew I could feel this way about a friend like you. You were the one to tell me to be myself. You’re so understanding. You wanted me to be myself. Be comfortable with myself. Me. It’s still hard. Especially since you’re not around. I miss you so much. We grew close and grew apart just as fast. Come back to me.
#personal #first crush
Sometimes I fake my smile just so I don’t have to try to explain what I’m really feeling
So it really takes a lot for me to say this. if anyone has a problem with it fuck off. If you want to talk to me about it and you’re one of my close friends then message or call me. don’t talk shit to other people.
Some weight is lifted off my shoulders
Have you ever wanted to tell everyone something but are too afraid of what others think? I know what I feel. I just don’t want certain people to stop talking to me. I’ve told strangers before people that I’ve known, love, and trust. Why? Why do I have to feel this way.. I can’t wait to go to a new school. Not care what people think about me.
Why is it that I could tell it to someone I just met at a party but not someone that I’ve known for a long time? Is it because even though I’ve known and trusted these people for a long time I know that deep down they will still judge me?
#secrets #judge #personal
And i’m back into that dark place where everything you think of makes your stomach turn in ways you never thought it could. Think thoughts you never thought you would. Break down and cry only to find nobody is there to hold you. Sit by yourself and hope you’re just stuck in a bad dream. But reality hits when you get that uncontrollable pain of a breaking heart. It’s sad really that we let it come this far. We want each other so badly but at the same time want different things. I get butterflies when that text pops up but only because I fear of what it says. Things may never be the same again.
I need something.. Don’t really care if it’s alcohol or pot at this point..
My name is Chelsea. I'm 21. From the mitten state in the US. Future nurse. Open to talking to new people and love exploring new things.|
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