Have you ever felt the need to cry but couldn’t? Like, REALLY fucking cry? That’s been my life for awhile.. Well this week has been sooo god damn awesome, all of the tears that have been held back finally came pouring out. No, I don’t have the worst life in the world, I actually have it a lot better than most. But when everything goes wrong all at once, life fucking sucks. I don’t know if I’ve ever felt this low.. Ever.. So for the time being, I’ll hide my feelings in front of people. But when I get back behind closed doors, I’m just gonna sit and cry until I can’t anymore..
i always had my head wrapped around the idea of getting into a wonderful university and getting a good job and getting married and having a family and being able to support them but for some reason now all i want to do is travel and eat new foods and meet new people and get a tan and buy a one way ticket and not come home
This is the most relevant thing I have ever read
So relevant it’s scary..
My favorite and most meaningful tattoo
Exactly what I’ve been thinking.
My favorite pic that I took this weekend at army graduation.
My favorite tattoo
My eyes are crazy today
On Wednesdays we wear black
It’s amazing how attached you can get to something without it even entering your life yet.. I pray Colie and Dan get another chance. They were so happy. Can’t believe this happened..
It’s rather sad how much I miss you and want to be with you. Your company, your smile, the way you make me grin to the point my cheeks hurt. You say I give you that look that makes you want to kiss me.. So why put it off? Give in to it. Trust me, I wouldn’t mind a bit. How could we go from meeting and being extremely close to a text every now and then? I hate it. We have very different views on things but enjoy each others company. I just can’t get you off my mind..
"You don’t have to keep me fallin like this, but it’d sure be cool if you did."
So I was freaking out about telling my mom that I’m bi and have a girlfriend. After I finally tell her and I give her a hug she says, “I love you no matter if you’re straight, gay, confused, or … did you go out drinking last night?” haha! HUGE weight lifted off of my shoulders today :)